What the fuck am I doing?

[maddesigner]

I've really been very antisocial lately, and well, I don't know why. I don't know if it's that I just don't care about anything else right now. Or if I am just so self-centered that all I care about is myself. It's one or extreme or the other, I just don't know which. Or maybe it's a nice healthy balance of each, which would make sense since my

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[twynklebell]

it's good to be there for people when they need you. I certainly don't feel ditched. When I really needed you-you have always been there. I just want little updates now and again that's all.

[f33linggr33n]

I don't really see it as a downward spiral at all. Seeing and talking to you this morning, you seem very healthy and with it. I kinda get the feeling you're doing a long term anylization of collected data on yourself, and so far, to me, it seems well thought and with a sense of organization.

I know the empty feeling. But tell me I'm right if I say that you feel "filled" in other areas of your life. Well, I hope you do because I always enjoy talking to you. I love tossing logic back and forth, and spitting phylosophy, a lot actually. I was just wondering today why I don't call you and hang out more (because I'm surrounded by people I live with all the time and want my own space at times!).

Hope you have an amazing, filling weekend!