Lost.....
I have not written something here for a while well at least nothing of worth.Frankly there has been nothing to report only really thing is the fact that now it seems that I can barely handle karen by myself anymore.I don't mean fighting her I mean tolerating her the way my dad puts it "our at the end of your rope" .Whats the weirdest is that when its just me I'm can handle it but when someone else is here with like a friend or my gf I start to freak and start shake an shit.Well its just made realize how much angry an pain I really have.Here i thought I was all strong and stuff an in reality I'm so more fucked up then I thought but at the same time I don't think I ever been more healthy fucking confusing right....ugh this is a very short journal