If you fight the monster long enough do you become it?

Jan 16, 2010 13:44

Been asking myself that question lately.I wonder if me playing any part of this game was turning me into her.So I stopped almost all communication with her besides one word answers to her questions.So she doing what she normal does trying to make me angry.It works but I still hold my tongue so nothing to bad comes out.I can tell she wants me to slip so she really talk about what bothering her or at the very least annoy me.Normal I insult her by making so joke an that how II get my angry out but since I don't talk to her it feels like it building up.So do I risk becoming her by doing what I thought was best when I was 16 or stick to this plan?I feel better besides the angry doing this.Like this is more me than sitting there making fun of someone just to keep them off you.I don't like who I have to be around her to survive.5 choices some will be made for me and I sure I will have to yes or no to a few myself but none of them get me out now.So my problem will stay right with me.Not that leaving is going to make her disappear just dealing with that crazy will be less frequent .ugh i need a new life
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