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Journal of...
Hello, JOHD. I remember when you were a small booklet type thing many years ago. I very well could have told you this once before, however I truly have no clue. I would be here for over a decade attempting to catch up to you, so I am going to just let you know... ah...
- I have a kid, Jarin, who is now 7 and starting 2nd grade today (yeah, I know ( Read more... )
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Fin
Wow, so, I guess I owe you a lot of catch up, JOHD. Yeah I think a few people are looking for some explanations over the past few months also. I can do that, I can catch up. This will certainly be a lot easier than the catch up with Peetave. That is going to take me longer ( Read more... ) -
Magnetic Bolt
So it appears I currently weight the lowest I have in at least five years, if not longer. I ring in at 195 lbs now. My Floyd shirts are certainly happy ( Read more... ) -
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Never in my life have I been so utterly and completely right about something. Never in my life have I ever wanted to be so wrong. Only once in my life have I felt pain close to this, and even that was so young ago and I was so long that I am not even sure that is a fair comparison. For the first time ever, I feel regret. I totally feel regret ( Read more... ) -
Sand Stream
I... am just not sure of things anymore. I mean... wake up happy, get depressed, then be bubbly, then calm. While certain events might be... obvious, as to a switch, I otherwise do not get it. I think part of it (the up part) is my continous repeating, "treat others the way you want to be treated, regardless". Wow that is not easy ( Read more... ) -
All Your Brain Are
Making a major alteration with how a human being behaves is generally not an easy task. I think the two biggest life changes I have gone through include my dedication to honesty and removing the extremely controlling aspect of my personality ( Read more... ) -
198
Saturday I was 200 lbs. Sunday I gained one plus lbs (Mair, it was more than 1, so lbs is accurate :D). Well, today, for the first time in, years, I came in under 200 lbs. Some people could think there is still something wrong and that this relates to the depressed state I am in, however, it boils down to diet ( Read more... ) -
Daddy Clock
My brain is not hurting like it use to. I think some of the holes in it are plugged and fixed. I think the best way of looking at it, is the massively huge and cool website in my mind finally has a sitemap created for it. There should only be a matter of time before I am well back onto my way of being me… the real me. Some parts of my mind have ( Read more... ) -
Rocket Band
I am starting to think I am mentally moving towards the biggest mistake of my entire life, if not bigger. I mean, I know the best things to do when confronting a problem is to do so "taking responsibility", however when does taking responsibility lead you down a wrong path? I might do good in re-examing what my future would hold ( Read more... ) -
Oz
Well... back to the grinding table. Again I am BMI classified as over weight (by like 1 lbs). Maybe it is about time to motivate myself to do something so I fit into more Floyd shirts.
Still not sure exactly where I am. Things generally seem up. Never thought I would be so hopeful to be wrong in my life. God, keep Your wonderful eye on me.