im done

[madcrazyisthis]

im sick and tired of being sick and tired.im one god damned person yet i feel the feelings of so many.im not trying to complain.its just hard.i do so much and mentally im wearing down.this weekend has been the biggest disappointment.im a huge family person and when stuff happens to my family thats when i draw the freakin line.my favorite place in the entire world i cant call my own anymore because of a fithly piece of back stabbing shit! she can rot in hell! curse her for what she did.i love my family.

i dont know what else to say i had so much i wanted to get out but thats all there was..im feeling more that i can explain and im not even sure i want to.i almost cried in the car with my dad twice hes the best man in the world and i want to live with him,but that might ruin our relationship.

beach time i hope i can feel better.o and nick cant go.....kjgrhvbwku