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Shit. Shit. The word I have been saying nearly every five minutes for the last two weeks.
The APs are coming up. My first one is world. I forgot all history and I feel like I am re-learning it all again.
Hmmm, I am not worried about French, but the rest, of course.... Reeeeeallllly worried.
I am relapsing again. And the sad thing is... I cant wait until I am thin again.
I got so mad at myself the other day, I deleted the photobucket album with my pictures at different weights. I could not live with the knowledge that I was thin... and then exploded to... this...
I would kill to go to France. It is my coz's bday today, and he got a month-long trip to Spain for a language immersion program.
I am not getting anything for my birthday. She hates me. I hate you too, mommy.
The APs are coming up. My first one is world. I forgot all history and I feel like I am re-learning it all again.
Hmmm, I am not worried about French, but the rest, of course.... Reeeeeallllly worried.
I am relapsing again. And the sad thing is... I cant wait until I am thin again.
I got so mad at myself the other day, I deleted the photobucket album with my pictures at different weights. I could not live with the knowledge that I was thin... and then exploded to... this...
I would kill to go to France. It is my coz's bday today, and he got a month-long trip to Spain for a language immersion program.
I am not getting anything for my birthday. She hates me. I hate you too, mommy.