shame on me for kissing you with eyes closed so tight.
i have been looking and thinking about that quote forever...
i couldn't figure out what movie it was in...but then I did...and it's not that great of a movie, but it was one of my favorites.
so today--i've got a couple of things to do...no work. i think i might head over to norcross because kelly is back! yay! i'd also like to go see michael and see how he is doing.
i love my new room. it's awesome if i didn't already mention that.
i want to go home this weekend, but i have to work on friday evening. i was talking with a friend the other day. and i realized a reason why i don't like going home. all of my girls have boyfriends--and are all practically married. i think i'm the only single one...which is ok...except when i get ditched.
i'm pretty much really confused right now. i don't know what i want. i get easily hurt. i don't know if i trust myself to follow my instincts. i thought i could. i'm too young to want an intense relationship like my friends. people who date in high school and end up together, they don't know who they are, but they grow together. i need to grow by myself and figure things out on my own. like i said--i need someone who adds to my life and doesn't become my life. it sucks to know that what i thought i wanted isn't real.
last semester, i thought i met this awesome guy. we didn't date. but i liked him so much. i wish things could have been different between us. it was one of those things--when you like someone so much, you even like all their flaws. you don't care about the imperfections. you're blind to the obvious. you don't realize a lot of things. infatuation? is that what it's called?
i know i'm way too young to be wanting an intimate relationship with someone. that's obvious. but i can't help my feelings. do you follow your head or heart?
i guess i'm through with that. here's to 2006.
i love this song. that's one thing i know i'm sure of...
How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Well take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
And you coming back to me is against the odds
It's the chance I've got to face
Take a look at me now...
i couldn't figure out what movie it was in...but then I did...and it's not that great of a movie, but it was one of my favorites.
so today--i've got a couple of things to do...no work. i think i might head over to norcross because kelly is back! yay! i'd also like to go see michael and see how he is doing.
i love my new room. it's awesome if i didn't already mention that.
i want to go home this weekend, but i have to work on friday evening. i was talking with a friend the other day. and i realized a reason why i don't like going home. all of my girls have boyfriends--and are all practically married. i think i'm the only single one...which is ok...except when i get ditched.
i'm pretty much really confused right now. i don't know what i want. i get easily hurt. i don't know if i trust myself to follow my instincts. i thought i could. i'm too young to want an intense relationship like my friends. people who date in high school and end up together, they don't know who they are, but they grow together. i need to grow by myself and figure things out on my own. like i said--i need someone who adds to my life and doesn't become my life. it sucks to know that what i thought i wanted isn't real.
last semester, i thought i met this awesome guy. we didn't date. but i liked him so much. i wish things could have been different between us. it was one of those things--when you like someone so much, you even like all their flaws. you don't care about the imperfections. you're blind to the obvious. you don't realize a lot of things. infatuation? is that what it's called?
i know i'm way too young to be wanting an intimate relationship with someone. that's obvious. but i can't help my feelings. do you follow your head or heart?
i guess i'm through with that. here's to 2006.
i love this song. that's one thing i know i'm sure of...
How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Well take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
And you coming back to me is against the odds
It's the chance I've got to face
Take a look at me now...