[Wait for me!] Rolling down the hill, backwards.
I don't know why, but for a while I just... ignored all of my goals, and stopped caring. I stopped running, I just can't get back into it. I have been eating really poorly, I am back up to 175lbs. I was doing so good. I just wish I had someone to do this with, to keep me motivated. I only have myself to blame, but it is so hard doing it alone with no support... at all. People around me stuff their faces with McDonald's and do nothing for physical activity. I think I need more physically active friends... in my situation. Someone starting from the bottom.