Every hour wounds. The last one kills.
Ah my, what a fucking day.
Had orientation for my new job.. which will be my second job.. horrible. haha. It'll be good work, and lots of dough.. but will i ever get to sleep?!?!/ and even more dire a problem then lack of sleep is.. will i ever get to see my lover?!?!?!
for a little while.. I won't a whole lot. but I won't end up working full-time at both jobs for long.. i'll go with the one that is the best.. .and keep fulltime there.. and go parttime with the other.. at least until after christmas... This way, i can give my girly a grand christmas together.. seeing how it'll be our first one we get to spend together (last year I went home).
So besides my long assed day, not much has been kickin'. I'm very tired. So i may finish this.. and head on to bed.. early night for me. I think ill just read for a bit. I'm reading a new book that i borrowed from Brian. Called, American Gods, i think i mentioned it in my last journal and my hopes of getting my hands on it. Mission successful. So far.. it's a good fucking read.. i'm about 100 pages in, so it's coming along quite nicely. In turn for loaning me his book, i lent him Until I Find You, the newest john irving book, hopefully he'll find it a good read.
I came home last night.. seen a leather jacket i didnt' recognize.. and looked down the hall to the bedroom to see eliese standing here holding her riding crop that she got from brian. Wondered what the hell was up, turned out that Warren was over doing some filming. eliese called me into the room, and asked me to bend over, and she began spanking me with the thing. The first time she did it.. it didnt' hurt.. kinda ticked. Now after a long day of work... and being very cold from walking home... this time it hurt a whole lot more.. and Warren has it all on camera.. the me flinching and all. hahaha.
cold ass + riding crop = ouches and twitches.
The girl just loves the thing. I know that i'm due for lots more beatings now.. so i'm gonna have to learn to love it... cause i dont' think ill have much of a choice. haha. damn.
So also, on camera.. he filmed me and Eliese talking onthe couch... And i was looking all haggard.. not knowing that i was gonna be on film that day.. all unshaven.. wearing my ugly white hat.. just looking like shit.. damn.
So she told me that i'm gonna be the "guard" for her during the kink boat party thingy. That i'll have to wear some medieval get up and wear that funny halloween mask i bought.. and replenish the fruit for her.. and make sure no one cops a feel. She also told me about some play piercing seminar thats gonna be held here at our pad.. which i'm welcomed to stick around for... and that Warren from Kink wants to come film Wohedness jamming, and me getting my Tattoo.
haha. we dont' get to spend much time alone together as of late.. and now every time we do get the chance.. there's a very good chance it's gonna be on film.
hahaha.
oh to be a star.
well she's teh star.. i'm just the boyfriend. hahaha
but thats good enough for me.
anyways, i have gas, and it's time to read my book.
Had orientation for my new job.. which will be my second job.. horrible. haha. It'll be good work, and lots of dough.. but will i ever get to sleep?!?!/ and even more dire a problem then lack of sleep is.. will i ever get to see my lover?!?!?!
for a little while.. I won't a whole lot. but I won't end up working full-time at both jobs for long.. i'll go with the one that is the best.. .and keep fulltime there.. and go parttime with the other.. at least until after christmas... This way, i can give my girly a grand christmas together.. seeing how it'll be our first one we get to spend together (last year I went home).
So besides my long assed day, not much has been kickin'. I'm very tired. So i may finish this.. and head on to bed.. early night for me. I think ill just read for a bit. I'm reading a new book that i borrowed from Brian. Called, American Gods, i think i mentioned it in my last journal and my hopes of getting my hands on it. Mission successful. So far.. it's a good fucking read.. i'm about 100 pages in, so it's coming along quite nicely. In turn for loaning me his book, i lent him Until I Find You, the newest john irving book, hopefully he'll find it a good read.
I came home last night.. seen a leather jacket i didnt' recognize.. and looked down the hall to the bedroom to see eliese standing here holding her riding crop that she got from brian. Wondered what the hell was up, turned out that Warren was over doing some filming. eliese called me into the room, and asked me to bend over, and she began spanking me with the thing. The first time she did it.. it didnt' hurt.. kinda ticked. Now after a long day of work... and being very cold from walking home... this time it hurt a whole lot more.. and Warren has it all on camera.. the me flinching and all. hahaha.
cold ass + riding crop = ouches and twitches.
The girl just loves the thing. I know that i'm due for lots more beatings now.. so i'm gonna have to learn to love it... cause i dont' think ill have much of a choice. haha. damn.
So also, on camera.. he filmed me and Eliese talking onthe couch... And i was looking all haggard.. not knowing that i was gonna be on film that day.. all unshaven.. wearing my ugly white hat.. just looking like shit.. damn.
So she told me that i'm gonna be the "guard" for her during the kink boat party thingy. That i'll have to wear some medieval get up and wear that funny halloween mask i bought.. and replenish the fruit for her.. and make sure no one cops a feel. She also told me about some play piercing seminar thats gonna be held here at our pad.. which i'm welcomed to stick around for... and that Warren from Kink wants to come film Wohedness jamming, and me getting my Tattoo.
haha. we dont' get to spend much time alone together as of late.. and now every time we do get the chance.. there's a very good chance it's gonna be on film.
hahaha.
oh to be a star.
well she's teh star.. i'm just the boyfriend. hahaha
but thats good enough for me.
anyways, i have gas, and it's time to read my book.