Just passssing time....
look, you happy, I'm gonna write an entry just for you, so fuck sara.
4 years, 4 long years, I can't but help think what took so fucking long. Someone that I think, I know was mine finally is. Look I dont expect all my friends to understand, I dont really myself quite understand or know what I'm getting myself into, all I know is that I couldn't be happier, finally something worth waking up for. Look, I dont know exactly what I'm trying to get across, you know amanda told me I wouldn't write this shit on lj if I didn't expect people to read it, but I do, and I know youll all read it. so please, see it, hear it, know it. I havn't gone crazy, I've been going crazy. Time is one thing that we will never understand, it passes by so slow at once, then it's gone, and just like that everything just.......hits you. It hit you really really really fucking hard. so fucking hard that you forget about everything else, you dont even care about anything but that one thing, that one thing that's been on the tip of your mind for years. something I wouldn't want anyone seeing this coming, just know that It's been there, been there since day 1. and it took 1 night and a sun rising to realize it. realize just how fucking great it is, how fucking insane I've wanted this, how fucking long I've wanted this. it just seems like everything has happened for no fucking reason, cuase this should have happened years ago, she should have been mine back then too, and still now, still years to come. heh, oddly enough I feel like my life is a huge godamn puzzle, and I've found the first peice I wanna start it with.
4 years, 4 long years, I can't but help think what took so fucking long. Someone that I think, I know was mine finally is. Look I dont expect all my friends to understand, I dont really myself quite understand or know what I'm getting myself into, all I know is that I couldn't be happier, finally something worth waking up for. Look, I dont know exactly what I'm trying to get across, you know amanda told me I wouldn't write this shit on lj if I didn't expect people to read it, but I do, and I know youll all read it. so please, see it, hear it, know it. I havn't gone crazy, I've been going crazy. Time is one thing that we will never understand, it passes by so slow at once, then it's gone, and just like that everything just.......hits you. It hit you really really really fucking hard. so fucking hard that you forget about everything else, you dont even care about anything but that one thing, that one thing that's been on the tip of your mind for years. something I wouldn't want anyone seeing this coming, just know that It's been there, been there since day 1. and it took 1 night and a sun rising to realize it. realize just how fucking great it is, how fucking insane I've wanted this, how fucking long I've wanted this. it just seems like everything has happened for no fucking reason, cuase this should have happened years ago, she should have been mine back then too, and still now, still years to come. heh, oddly enough I feel like my life is a huge godamn puzzle, and I've found the first peice I wanna start it with.