Ohh, I get it!
I'm feeling a bit low today. No, that's not even a good word for it. But I'm- ah! I'm feeling a bit off.That's the word.
I just realized why. Mother started work today. It's her first day after, like, five weeks of vacation. I probably got used to having her around. I mean, she'll be watching TV or hanging in her room and sometimes we won't speak for hours. Then we bump into one another in the kitchen and say hi, later we cook dinner, etc. It's not like we're always spending time together. But it's nice just having her around.
Now I am sitting here alone, bored and uninspired. I was supposed to go outside earlier. Did I? Noo. And then I had a headache and napped and now it's really cloudy and that doesn't help my mood. But it's still warm outside even though there's no sunshine. I will eat dinner and take Bell out for a walk later. I think I will feel better once I've eaten.
Bored bored bored. I wish my friends lived closer to me so I could hang out with them every now and then. It's very fun planning when to meet and then be in their company for seven days straight. But the period between those times of meeting can get very slow and boring. It'd be great to be able to hang out on a more regular basis, in small doses as well as big.
I just realized why. Mother started work today. It's her first day after, like, five weeks of vacation. I probably got used to having her around. I mean, she'll be watching TV or hanging in her room and sometimes we won't speak for hours. Then we bump into one another in the kitchen and say hi, later we cook dinner, etc. It's not like we're always spending time together. But it's nice just having her around.
Now I am sitting here alone, bored and uninspired. I was supposed to go outside earlier. Did I? Noo. And then I had a headache and napped and now it's really cloudy and that doesn't help my mood. But it's still warm outside even though there's no sunshine. I will eat dinner and take Bell out for a walk later. I think I will feel better once I've eaten.
Bored bored bored. I wish my friends lived closer to me so I could hang out with them every now and then. It's very fun planning when to meet and then be in their company for seven days straight. But the period between those times of meeting can get very slow and boring. It'd be great to be able to hang out on a more regular basis, in small doses as well as big.