DOW!!!
OMG this weekend was amazing!!! On friday me, Sky, and Lane (eww) went up to the camp and there was already one group up there. Me and Sky were kinda iffy at first cause we were beign pessimists, and plus we're weird so we thought they wouldn't like us. But they talked to us and we introduced ourselves and they thunked we're cool so we chilled with them. And those peoples are Gopher, Demetri, Scab, Julissa, Jacob, Caroline....eeps i think that's all...Well my mistake there was also another group, but i only made one friend out of that group and that's Andrew.
So up till saturday afternoon me and sky were still kinda shy (oh, i forgot to mention we told them our names' were Shimmer and Buttercup, our gyaru names). This lady i met once, Bonny "Bonfire" was there and she is a performer and she was amazing and gave us so much info (im skipping lots of details, im lazy). So i wrote an amazing poem about chris that makes me so happy. Made more friends: Katie, Chete, Morgan, Rachael. Met this kinda gross dude but we hung out a bit. Watched a movie about a dilerious guy and his sex toy. Enjoyed the nature. Sex games...so this one time at poetry camp ;)
Oh and i made out with a girls' neck (jk, it was her ear). And sunday morning (this morning) we all had to read a poem and omg everyones' were amazing!!!! One girl wrote one towards jesus but i really loved it. She delivered it so funny but it was really deep. Katie wrote one about a guy getting higher (half literal, half metaphor), Jacob wrote one comparing love to water and it was majik, one girl wrote about a dollhouse but it was majikal!!! Ugh! They were all so great and i was so proud of Skyrer!!! He didn't stumble once on his poem and it really is amazing!! I was last to read which made me happy cause i wanted mine to be fresh on their minds LOL.
Keeping in touch with some people. Got Demetri and Chete's numbers', and added Demetri, Julissa, and Scab on myspace. Want to find more people. They are all pretty local too, Lafayette and what-not. A few girls from ASH so i might see them again. I want to see them all again. I miss it. The weekend was so amazing. And i got a cool poetry book and some amazing ideas. I'm so sad it's over, i wanna cry now, but it seemed so long that i miss everyone. I wish Ceslie was there. I think she would have loved it more. To be around the nature and Bonny and the good energy. Plus they did Yoga. Oh, and she would have been fine about food cause the hot dogs were veggie. :) I think i missed her the most cause everything made me think of her and i would have loved to see her have so much fun with it.
Well here's my poem to Chris (i have a description of it on my blog on myspace)
Before the year calms down
I hope you’re waiting
With the strength
To cry alone.
It might hurt
But you’ll survive
Just breathe in hope
Invite the oxygen.
It’s all up to you
To plant your feet
As the ground takes root
Claims you as its own.
No need for a preacher
In spiritual matrimony
Just spread your arms out
Let it happen.
Inhale the leaves
As they sprout from your fingertips
And music plays
From the roots of your soul…
Swaying to the rhythm
Of a new life
Giving you the chance
To live yours once again.
Lift your branches higher
As bark thickens
Roots take root
Fighting for the core
Where no one can deny you
Just carve their love
Into your new skin
Making you a symbol
In a place where even I
Could love you forever
Holding onto you
Protected by your shade.
So, until the sun burns out
Drink the vile the sea provides
You won’t die alone
Like you thought you would
So up till saturday afternoon me and sky were still kinda shy (oh, i forgot to mention we told them our names' were Shimmer and Buttercup, our gyaru names). This lady i met once, Bonny "Bonfire" was there and she is a performer and she was amazing and gave us so much info (im skipping lots of details, im lazy). So i wrote an amazing poem about chris that makes me so happy. Made more friends: Katie, Chete, Morgan, Rachael. Met this kinda gross dude but we hung out a bit. Watched a movie about a dilerious guy and his sex toy. Enjoyed the nature. Sex games...so this one time at poetry camp ;)
Oh and i made out with a girls' neck (jk, it was her ear). And sunday morning (this morning) we all had to read a poem and omg everyones' were amazing!!!! One girl wrote one towards jesus but i really loved it. She delivered it so funny but it was really deep. Katie wrote one about a guy getting higher (half literal, half metaphor), Jacob wrote one comparing love to water and it was majik, one girl wrote about a dollhouse but it was majikal!!! Ugh! They were all so great and i was so proud of Skyrer!!! He didn't stumble once on his poem and it really is amazing!! I was last to read which made me happy cause i wanted mine to be fresh on their minds LOL.
Keeping in touch with some people. Got Demetri and Chete's numbers', and added Demetri, Julissa, and Scab on myspace. Want to find more people. They are all pretty local too, Lafayette and what-not. A few girls from ASH so i might see them again. I want to see them all again. I miss it. The weekend was so amazing. And i got a cool poetry book and some amazing ideas. I'm so sad it's over, i wanna cry now, but it seemed so long that i miss everyone. I wish Ceslie was there. I think she would have loved it more. To be around the nature and Bonny and the good energy. Plus they did Yoga. Oh, and she would have been fine about food cause the hot dogs were veggie. :) I think i missed her the most cause everything made me think of her and i would have loved to see her have so much fun with it.
Well here's my poem to Chris (i have a description of it on my blog on myspace)
Before the year calms down
I hope you’re waiting
With the strength
To cry alone.
It might hurt
But you’ll survive
Just breathe in hope
Invite the oxygen.
It’s all up to you
To plant your feet
As the ground takes root
Claims you as its own.
No need for a preacher
In spiritual matrimony
Just spread your arms out
Let it happen.
Inhale the leaves
As they sprout from your fingertips
And music plays
From the roots of your soul…
Swaying to the rhythm
Of a new life
Giving you the chance
To live yours once again.
Lift your branches higher
As bark thickens
Roots take root
Fighting for the core
Where no one can deny you
Just carve their love
Into your new skin
Making you a symbol
In a place where even I
Could love you forever
Holding onto you
Protected by your shade.
So, until the sun burns out
Drink the vile the sea provides
You won’t die alone
Like you thought you would