[locked from the kids under aged]

[mabofwinterdark]

I don't know what I'm doing. I know that he is here and if he is not here he will harm himself again, and that I do not want him to do so. Even bodies that do not die can be tortured. What is love and what is obesession to those such as he and I? Is there a difference between the two or are the so intermingled as to not be pulled apart? He's here and he's given me gifts of flesh, blood, and bone. I've accepted. I will not send him away.

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. What is doing the same thing over and over again and not expecting things to change?

How do I explain this to the kids?

How do I explain it to myself?