go away soar throat
i honestly cannot believe that the first semester of my last year of college is over this week. it's really crazy to think about being an adult and living life on my own. i've been thinking about the dumbest things lately like what if i don't have health or dental insurance. i know thats so stupid but like this is what goes through my mind on a daily basis. i also have this fear that i'm not going to be able to find a job, like that i'm not talented enough in one particular field to actually get hired for a job. i'm totally freaking out about it. is it bad that i still dont know what i want to do after i graduate?
thanksgiving was so uneventful. i pretty much spent the whole day in bed, watching tv and taking naps that were uncalled for. my cousin's didn't come over like they usually do on Thanksgiving because they didn't want my grandmother to cook because of her "failing health," so it was literally me my parents and my grandparents. way later that night we went over to my uncle cosmo's for a little while but that was about all the excitement there was that day. my long weekend was pretty boring as well. I worked Friday and Saturday and went over random peoples houses at night. found out alex has mono, really excited to get that over christmas break (note the sarcasm) and here i am on monday back at school wanting it to be over but at the same time not wanting it to be over.
things have kind of been all over the place lately. it could be due to the fact that i haven't hung out alone with someone that doesn't have testosterone in months. sure it's nice being one of the guys but at the same time its like i need someone that has the same mindset as me sometimes to actually have an intellectual conversation. dont get me wrong i have intellectual conversations all the time, but its different sometimes with girls because we know what the other is going through and have a longer attention span and things of that nature. sometimes i just feel like i don't fit in, but other times its like i'm one with everyone else. it doesnt make sense i know, but i guess its just how i'm feeling.
i've been looking for apartments for after i graduate. you can find some really nice ones for not so much money. i just need a job so that i can have that not so much money to pay for the apartment. things are going to be so different after i graduate and i dont know if i'm going to like it that much. i really dont have much to say or report i'm just trying to pass the time. OH i'm going to be on the Magic Christmas Commercial. My sister is more excited about it then I am but i do think its pretty cool!
i'm leaving. peace.
thanksgiving was so uneventful. i pretty much spent the whole day in bed, watching tv and taking naps that were uncalled for. my cousin's didn't come over like they usually do on Thanksgiving because they didn't want my grandmother to cook because of her "failing health," so it was literally me my parents and my grandparents. way later that night we went over to my uncle cosmo's for a little while but that was about all the excitement there was that day. my long weekend was pretty boring as well. I worked Friday and Saturday and went over random peoples houses at night. found out alex has mono, really excited to get that over christmas break (note the sarcasm) and here i am on monday back at school wanting it to be over but at the same time not wanting it to be over.
things have kind of been all over the place lately. it could be due to the fact that i haven't hung out alone with someone that doesn't have testosterone in months. sure it's nice being one of the guys but at the same time its like i need someone that has the same mindset as me sometimes to actually have an intellectual conversation. dont get me wrong i have intellectual conversations all the time, but its different sometimes with girls because we know what the other is going through and have a longer attention span and things of that nature. sometimes i just feel like i don't fit in, but other times its like i'm one with everyone else. it doesnt make sense i know, but i guess its just how i'm feeling.
i've been looking for apartments for after i graduate. you can find some really nice ones for not so much money. i just need a job so that i can have that not so much money to pay for the apartment. things are going to be so different after i graduate and i dont know if i'm going to like it that much. i really dont have much to say or report i'm just trying to pass the time. OH i'm going to be on the Magic Christmas Commercial. My sister is more excited about it then I am but i do think its pretty cool!
i'm leaving. peace.