What did I expect?

[ma_peche18]

Contrary to what the subject might imply, this is not going to be an angry post. Well, that's what it seemed like to me. If someone would have asked me a month and a half ago what I thought then end of 2007 would be like and what 2008 would bring, I never would have guess it would be this way. This is without a doubt, not a bad thing. Mid-November I confused about what I was doing while trying to keep up with school, and find if Education was still the route I wanted to explore. The end of November and the beginning of December were what changed everthing. I figured out what I didn't need, and wondered why I thought I needed it in the first place, and found what I really really wanted was something I had had before. I knew that all along actually, but when you aren't expecting things to go anywhere with that aspect of you life, you try to get over it, but it didn't work. But I am thankfull it didn't. I made some less than sensible choice during the first semester of my college career, my curiosity got the best of me once again at times (but it is certainly not the explination for everything). Yet, now I think I have a pretty good grip on what I want, and it is very comforting. There are still quite a few things I need to figure out, like what clubs I am going to join this semester, where I am going to volunteer, and money situation like always.
Too bad the bulls lost New Years Eve. =( I had a really nice break, however, I am very excited to get back to school and the Sunday before school has been nice in the sense I have reunited with a few friends I haven't seen in awhile.
With Love, Ashley