I want sleep
I want sleep. I talked to David last night, on the phone for about twenty minutes then called Derek and we talked. This whole thing with Liz, I've been trying to keep it off my shoulders but its hard, cause when i see her on TNB i feel guilty. I'm leaving Church and we all know that..lol. I went to starbucks today with Louie, Jon and Monica, and it was weird. Louie kept looking at me and they all knew somethign was bothering me..I ended up telling Monica as I walked to her car with her. Louie was in my dream last night. It was strange. When I see him, like at church, I feel guilty for any relationship I am in..because i'm not supposed to be in one..without him? Make sense? Eh anyways..I love Derek, alot :) He is my joy in life