wishful thinking
i try to control myself. ur gone but still i feel the closest to you. people joke and the reference you. i want to be near you. i know what you'd say in response to them. u werent a mystery to me. i relied on u. i miss you. i love you, even now, more than anything in the world. you were the hardest thing i have yet to deal with.... but u were right. i will never meet someone like you again. Brian. I Love You. ywblm. sb. mmamw.