Oct 25, 2005 01:26
Have you ever tried to sleep but cant and just laid down and stared at the TV until you cant handle it anymore? Even stared at the wall until the sun comes up... Thats what ive been doing a lot of recently.. Ill sleep on the couch or try to even... sometimes it works sometimes it doesnt.. Its like I wanna experience every moment of the day before I leave. I dont know..
Now there aint shit on TV but some news.. oh well... Its been getting tough lately.. I never thought that I would leave this place (the bay area). but now its happening.. Its like I have been in touch with soo many old friends that it sucks.. I left them once before when I graduated and now its like I have to turn around and leave again.. And for the most part It is almost better than highschool. I get along with them all now for the most part. AHHH IT SUCKS TO LEAVE!! I knew this was gonna happen... BUT "its all for the better" and it is.. it just sucks.. I just cant wait to get back already... well Im gone... 7 days left now.. bye!