Oct 23, 2005 13:50
okay.. imma have a couple live journal posts like right away.. one from
the way up and another from now.. I was sooo excited on the way up and
had soo much fun with susie and her friends.. but now I'm all sad
now... I think its cus this is the first good friend I'm really saying goodbye
to.. I suspect this whole week is gonna be rough on me. its hard to
even sit here now and type this and think about everything and everyone
imma have to leave and miss.. damn near about to shed a tear and
shit.. I'm not good with goodbyes... especially when its people I
care
about.
I had major trouble sleeping last night... I think I might have gotten
like an hour or 2 in but even when I did pass out I was dreaming that
me and susie were texting eachother on the phones.. soo it doesn't feel
like I slept at all.. yet I'm wide awake.. susie was even cool enough
to sleep downstairs with me cus she knew I was leaving for a super long
time... and she wanted to keep me company.. hella thoughtfull..
But I doo wanna thank you susie.. when you read this.. for having me
and showing me SLO. Getting drunk, dancing,getting kicked outta the bar
haha, mini golfing, watchin movies, introducing me to some cool ass
people... just EVERYTHING... it meant a lot.. and we shall chill again
when I can come visit, hopefully not too long of a time.
that's all imma type for right now.. kinda a lot.. imma just sit here
for the next few hours and think and stare out the window.. have a nice
day..
ryan