May 18, 2007 09:53
weird dreams.
spiders that i'm too scared of. horse camp. socialist utopia (which is, of course, totalitarian regime). harry potter-esque magic. in a new relationship with some guy, playing around in water, he plays a little too rough and i'm having trouble breathing, not serious or scary, but i say "no means no", kinda laughing, but also serious, and then he gets mad at me and stops talking to me, so that seems to be over. trying to escape within the socialist regime for something i did, like humanizing someone, being an activist sort of thing, and based solely on intuition me and the others i'm escaping with decide to go across this bridge. we don't know where it will lead us, but our guts say take it, and it leads us to the office of an old friend (a woman) who can help us. joy.
there was sooo much detail, i'm just too lazy to write it all out.