Aug 01, 2006 00:35
I don't know where to start at all. Corey and I were so shocked last night that we both feel as if we are just walking through the day in a daze. Tomorrow morning we have some errands to sun to help clear our minds, I'm nervous. I feel as if I am being pulled into a thousand different directions. Veronica is a really close friend and she knows me better than anyone else. She feels very strongly one way. Tera, Lisa, Naomi, Nicole - they all feel strongly in opposition. Corey is torn. My Mom is playing the impartial role but I'm not stupid so I know where she stands no matter how impartial she pretends to be. As for me, I feel lost, helpless, confused, scared, anxious and overwhelmed.