alright... game over
or at least i hope it is. I am still stuck. I'm stuck here and all I want is to go home. It's a hard thing to do... living with the person who broke you, when all you want is them. I love him now, just as much as I ever did. I hate that it hurts to be mad at him. I hate defending his reasons. I hate that when I was ready to give him my all, he took the easy way out.