in school
In third hour. Maddys doing the show. I didnt want too, at all.
Mmm i have to go to the eye doctor after school today. I getting contacts and glasses. Knowing me im gonna lose my contacts. I suck at stuff like that. Then practice. I am tierd of cheering every single night of the week. Competitive cheering is so much different then rec. Itleast we actually compete all the time. Scary. lol. We get to go to universal and islands od adventure in 3 weeks to compete against other people in florida. I know ill screw up somehow. Everythings so different, stunts are so much harder and the dancing lol YA ME BREAKING IT DOWN = NOT HAPPENING lol
Im in the center for one of these "dances" and ofcoarse its one of those dances that you really have to dance, and its so embaressing.
Its already wednesday :) This weekend is gonna suck. All my friends are doing their own thing. I understand though, it is Valentines day weekend. Although i have a boyfriend, it just didnt seem right. I know its just me , but all my friends are so happy with everything, and i feel so eh. I am happy though. I love my friends, miss some of my old friends, like erika, and idk. Things happen all the time between friends. I just wish it didnt happen to me , all the time lol
I just looked at pinnacle. Although i still have all A's and B's, my grades in some classes changed. English the easiest class ive ever taken, and since i have it 1st hour, i never go. My grade is a B. eh. I dont know anymore. Somethings missing!
Long entry... im so bored
My birthday is soon. 16! Ive always been the youngest. With every single group of friends i ever had , my birthday always came last! gay.
I told my mom, i really want a car.* mini copper* hehe
But, were going to Europe this summer, and im excited about that. I think katie might come with me, thats my dream <3
Everyone knows my fasination with Europe, preferablly greece <3 but i dont think were going there :/ the airfare for one person is 7 thousand round trip!
I swear, god hates me. lol
Josh is coming home this weekend. Great. Everytime he comes home, i always get self concious. *spelt wrong?*
Complaining.
I deffinetly think this is getting too long, and i know no one is going to read it. lol
Im still sick, boo.
Comment please <3
p.s my mom found out about everything lol. I have no privacy.
p.s.s I love lane , katie , and maddy <3