Feb 07, 2005 22:32
This is most likely one of my worst entries EVER. lol
Tomorrow-Fcat writing. lol Lanes sleeping over tonight. yay <3
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Eh stuck in the middle.
Maddys one of my best friends and johns my boyfriend. Eh. I dont know. Its like when everoyne fights, no one sees that there are other people on our "group" that they are hurting. If someone says their not gonna hang out with the other person, it screws up everyone and who we hang out with, because no matter who we hang out with, we'll always be the one that someone else gets mad at.
I just cant change it. Maddys one of my best friends, and i dont like seeing her sad or anything. And john, idk. Hes my boyfriend, and ofcoarse i care about him. Everyone said true stuff tonight. I just didnt like how it had to be at my house. It idk, hurt me. I didnt know what to do with myself. Im glad stephen was there, he made me feel better in my room. He ALMOST THREW MY BOOK THOUGH. lol tisk
And my friends shouldnt think that i miss my old friends at all. I miss talking to one of my closest friends, ya ill admit that, everyone knows who im talking about. She was always there for me and knows everything about me. But that ended, and we all have new friends. And i love every single one of mine <3
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mmm..i decided to let my lj be open to everyone, because i just dont think i should have to hide anything.
<3