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i guess i've overcome the first hurdle
but i can never time it right to get over the second
ever
and it gets frustrating
but...i guess with time i'll be able to draw again
like i've found words for the first time in two years
that stress and all that worrying got the best of me
and i can't believe that i had let it.
i always said, "it's my job to worry..."
well...
now, it's not. i'm not going to be that person anymore.
think ahead, take my chances, and never let an opportunity
pass me by
cos, i'd regret NOT doing something...
and maybe i should do this more often...
cos i think it's beginning to help...
oh!
and today, i realized that i no longer feel like a girl
i feel like a woman
who's finally grown into herself. into my body, my sexuality,
my mind. and i think that i'm beginning to know what i
want out of life. and possibly kick starting school in the
direction of an actual career...
and
it's not as scary as i had originally thought it out to be.
all i have to do...
is try.
<3
but i can never time it right to get over the second
ever
and it gets frustrating
but...i guess with time i'll be able to draw again
like i've found words for the first time in two years
that stress and all that worrying got the best of me
and i can't believe that i had let it.
i always said, "it's my job to worry..."
well...
now, it's not. i'm not going to be that person anymore.
think ahead, take my chances, and never let an opportunity
pass me by
cos, i'd regret NOT doing something...
and maybe i should do this more often...
cos i think it's beginning to help...
oh!
and today, i realized that i no longer feel like a girl
i feel like a woman
who's finally grown into herself. into my body, my sexuality,
my mind. and i think that i'm beginning to know what i
want out of life. and possibly kick starting school in the
direction of an actual career...
and
it's not as scary as i had originally thought it out to be.
all i have to do...
is try.
<3