happenings...
wow.
i've never felt so...iono. non-indecisive before, haha.
i've stepped down from my position at my current job.
i'm learning japanese.
i'm going to school, i've decided. to major in business of some sort, advertising...marketing, perhaps? *shrug*
and then use the two combined to be a translator...
i've been talking about it for a while...
but lately...i've been tired of sitting around and doing nothing.
i even thought about taking up my drawing again. and words seem to come easier as of late. and lines seem to flow so much more seamlessly...like they did before i was ever affected by the world...such a long, long time ago.
i cried, i cried so much yesterday. none of it came from my relationship though. it all came from factors that happened throughout the day...and slowly, everything began to make sense and i started to cry less and less.
and now...
...all i have to do...
...is act upon my decisions and take those two steps in the right direction...
...here goes....
everything...
<3
i've never felt so...iono. non-indecisive before, haha.
i've stepped down from my position at my current job.
i'm learning japanese.
i'm going to school, i've decided. to major in business of some sort, advertising...marketing, perhaps? *shrug*
and then use the two combined to be a translator...
i've been talking about it for a while...
but lately...i've been tired of sitting around and doing nothing.
i even thought about taking up my drawing again. and words seem to come easier as of late. and lines seem to flow so much more seamlessly...like they did before i was ever affected by the world...such a long, long time ago.
i cried, i cried so much yesterday. none of it came from my relationship though. it all came from factors that happened throughout the day...and slowly, everything began to make sense and i started to cry less and less.
and now...
...all i have to do...
...is act upon my decisions and take those two steps in the right direction...
...here goes....
everything...
<3