Not the greatest morning...
I woke up this...afternoon around 2. Nice huh? Yeah..except that I was so hung over it wasn't even funny. I'm feeling a little better after some water and a nice shower. Last night was going to be fun I was going to make sure of it. Sara my AWESOME suitemate and I went to the MSU hockey game..we sooo won! 5-2!!! There is a guy that always saves us seats and he's adorable...I was determined to ask him to do something. So I asked what he was up to tonight b/c sara and I were going to a house party. In the long run of things we gave eachother our phone/private numbers and he ended up coming with us. I can't tell if he likes me..I never can tell what guys are thinking..at ALL. It's shitty! But well we drank together..and the girls beat the guys in flip cup 5 times!!! As you guessed it I got drunk off my ass..on beer..I am no longer a beer-drunk virgin! Anyway we ended up walking home, a huge group of us. I had to hold on to hockey guy's arm for um..stability. We got to my dorm and he said bye. That was it. I don't know him well enough, but I do know that he would never take advantage of me...he's just not that kind of guy. I really want a guy to be around a lot. A guy to flirt back and forth with. A guy that only wants to be with me, but take it slow..I do not want to rush into a relationship with anyone. On Wednesday a guy I met on allmsu.com came over and we were supposed to watch the American Pie movies..we got through one before we were kissing...and other things. I don't feel whorish for it. Your body is just like your stomach there are certain things it needs. I'm sure a lot of people don't agree with me, and everyone is entitled to their own opinion. It felt so good to be sleeping next to someone again..waking up in his arms. It was nice and I want that on a regular basis. Okay...time for the msu/u of m football game! GO STATE!