humff...
So it's like 1:30 in the a.m. and there's a party at my house. I was enjoying the festivities but I have now retired to my room. There are a lot of people here that I don't know and half of them I have never seen. It's like a frat party in my basement.
Pepople were fighting down stairs. Girls are screaming and yelling. There was just a fight (friendly or angry, I have no idea) in my kitchen... and I'm kinda nervous. I mean I know I'm probly just paranoid because I'm drunk, but seriously... if the cops come... we're fucked... no one here is 21, we've already gotten 1 noise violation, and our neighbors HATE us.
I miss Eric.
I just got done telling like 3 or 4 different people that I liked having him gone. That it was a chance for me to have some quiet time. And for the most part that really is true. But I don't know, right now... all day really... I just miss him. I feel like we always see eachother, infact we see each other more this semester than we did last semester. But I think it's just this whole weekend thing. The weekends were our time. Waking up together and making breakfast and having lazy Saturday and Sunday mornings. Be vegtables in bed and have tickle fights and just lay and talk. I miss that. I don't resent skiing or ski team or anything like that... I just miss having "us time". I mean it's not at all his fault ethier. He's there for me, he makes time... just 2 days ago we had "date night" and I should be happy with that right?
I dunno, I guess I just got spoiled early with having him three blocks away at all times and then after we started living together having him here every weekend.
I don't know, I'm just being retarted because I'm drunk and it's late and I miss him.
Sorry
Pepople were fighting down stairs. Girls are screaming and yelling. There was just a fight (friendly or angry, I have no idea) in my kitchen... and I'm kinda nervous. I mean I know I'm probly just paranoid because I'm drunk, but seriously... if the cops come... we're fucked... no one here is 21, we've already gotten 1 noise violation, and our neighbors HATE us.
I miss Eric.
I just got done telling like 3 or 4 different people that I liked having him gone. That it was a chance for me to have some quiet time. And for the most part that really is true. But I don't know, right now... all day really... I just miss him. I feel like we always see eachother, infact we see each other more this semester than we did last semester. But I think it's just this whole weekend thing. The weekends were our time. Waking up together and making breakfast and having lazy Saturday and Sunday mornings. Be vegtables in bed and have tickle fights and just lay and talk. I miss that. I don't resent skiing or ski team or anything like that... I just miss having "us time". I mean it's not at all his fault ethier. He's there for me, he makes time... just 2 days ago we had "date night" and I should be happy with that right?
I dunno, I guess I just got spoiled early with having him three blocks away at all times and then after we started living together having him here every weekend.
I don't know, I'm just being retarted because I'm drunk and it's late and I miss him.
Sorry