your typical one night lips locked
underneath the blanket of sweat
speaking another language
that only you both understand
fused fingers, bodies pressed
your favorite song plays
you can't remember the words
tongues tied, liqour spilled
we both know how to fall
we're both laughing
we're both fucking
under the influence
of each other

 the worst is now over, 
the war isn't won. 
i still pick up the peices of your skull,
putting together what we did wrong, 
i forgot how we used to be, 
because i've been slowly losing my memory. 
i am tough as elephant skin. 
my dreams are polluted with you, 
i just wish i could've infected yours.

you wander through the streets of the bronx,

up and down the alleyways and parks,

trying to find yourself,

you come across the shadow of a statue in the park,

leaning and aching twards you,

trying to hold on tight to you,

you keep up your pace, falling into every crack of the concrete

the statue is long behind you,

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breaking my wrist ( Read more... )

another poem:

i walked, ran and sang to 12B,
i walked right in, thinking nothing of it
i sat on the couch where you held me tight
that night we watched infomercials and lifetime
hugging the pillow where countless nights
i slept with the scent of you

i took off my shoes, got cozy
i wasn't feeling lazy but content

i saw the shadow of your beautiful body,
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i wrote a new poem:

sitting here on my unmade bed,
i sing the chorus of an old song.
and dream of kissing you.
next to the cold ocean,
next to the warm fireplace

i came home that night,
to see my bed was still unmade.
and i closed my eyes and dreamt
that you slept in it last night

my hands can't draw anymore,
my words are just nonsence and
my bread is stale ( Read more... )

the salty taste of the air,
brings me closer to the closing,
and the bass sets my breathing backward
and i rub my hands over neck to see
if i'm still breathing

the push of the tension,
and the trip of tongues locked
brings me even farther to the freedom
and i bite my lip hard
and i tighty hold her hand in the direction
of my heart