Jul 11, 2002 00:22
my gmas walking around the house like nothing even happened yesturday. and because i dont like to hold grudges in the public eye, im going to just pretend that im not mad either. but u gotta know, thats just how i am. until im satisfied that it was ME who was right, and HER who was wrong, then i wont let it go :)
joel just left me. i dont know why. he sent me a bunch of the pix he took while he was here, and then asked me if he could go help some girl who's being beaten by her dad, and i said ok. then he just left. he didnt say bye. which really kills. cause he said he'd never leave without saying good bye. so i dont get it. but im trying to call, and its busy. gr!!!
eek. well anywho. they made steak for diner tonight. i told them straight out, and without a stutter, that im not eating meat! i will not! i refuse! but no. all they made was steak. nothing else. so i made a pb&j sammich and got some cantalope and tea and came back up to my room. its so stupid that they dont even care. they made 4 steaks. just for them. idiots. but hey its ok. ill just eat this stuff. i wasn't really that hungry anyway. but im gonna bounce. l8r!