Jul 11, 2002 00:21
my dads home now. and i know my gma is. i heard her come in. i thought it was my dad and went down, but no cell was charging and his keys weren't on the table, so i scrambled back up here. i dont wanna be in the same house, let alone the same world with her. i dont want to see her for the next 2 weeks. i honestly dont. i cant take her bullshit anymore.
now im just waiting for joel to get home. hes working. i forgot when he said he would be home, but im sure he'll get online, then call again later. but sense he's left, i've been making new themes for my computer. im on winxp though so im better than u! ha.. yeah right. anyway. im just really bored.
im talking to gordon right now. i haven't talked to him in forever! oh man hes fuckin hillarious! im telling him about the arguement i had with nellie -that bitch of a grandmother- and hes laughing his ass off because he agrees with me that 3pm and closing a bank is insanity! i just wish that the whole thing wouldnt have happened.
joels gonna be gone.. or well, i wont get to see joel on my birthday. that hurts. im gonna end up staying alone on my 16th fucking birthday. i stayed alone last year on my bday too! how queer. fuck im just gonna treat it as any other day. i mean, after all, why should my birthday be any different than any other day right? its only the celebration of my living. but who wants to celebrate that. and im not asking for sempathy. im being dead serious. who the hell would want to celebrate my living?! NO ONE! ok. yeah. with that out of my system. i think im gonna go now. peace ya'll