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[m0n]

if people only knew
all the pain i've been goin through
i'm hpolding back from breaking loose
and now i'm gewttin emotionally bruised
everynight it's all teh same
puttin me through all that pain
doubting me just to make you right
and harder everytime i fight
yet you push me to a new phase
more and more hours to days
till i'm in a ball layin on my bed
crying over everything you said
it's gettin pretty old i need to learn
but you know how to make me crash and burn
after the tears are dry
and they flashings in my head to die
i sit and analyze
and how you say "i don't know she just crys"
how you act like nothin happened
when all along you know i saddened
i wonder will this ever change
yet in my head i know the range
i'm starting to see how it works
you do it for you own perks
and after everything is done
after my songs od sorrow are sung
after you gettin a little fun
after yet another time you have won
i know soon will come out the sun
but here i am now curled in my bed
kept alone in the dark
counting my miseries