Nice people lose in the end.
Past few weeks have been depressing, so it depressing at one point I decided I had enough and I broke down, and when that happened I didn't even know why.
So I should be mean now right? And not give a shit anymore, but I care too much of my so called friends.
Friends that don't call me to hangout. It's not a big deal, but you should call and make an effort every now and then. If I don't feel theres an effort from you, I won't give it back. Although usually I always make the effort anyways, even though I shouldn't.
Friends that uses me to get somewhere. Believe or not, there have been a couple of people that calls me their friend, but don't treat me like one, then out of no where they decide to hangout with me and its cause I have someone they want to meet. Least they can do is talk to me, but no it doesn't happen. Pretty fucked up in my opinion.
Friends can't take me seriously. Yeah I joke around a lot. You know why? Its cause its fun to keep spirits high instead looking sad and lonely half the time, it's nice to make people laugh when they're sad. But really when I need to talk something serious, some people can't handle it, cause they think I'm just talking about random things or point out retarded bemani puns when its really not necessary.
Friends who out of no where calls me and ask me to hangout and go somewhere, where I know they just want it for the ride. So many times have this happened. People who I don't hear from calls me out of no where to hangout, and yeah I'm not going to lie sometimes I get really excited over it. Then I learned that I Was just a driver to them and nothing else. Once they got their license or gas money for someone else not me, they go off on their friend group, leaving me behind. Lovely is the best way to describe that.
Lastly.
Friends who fuck you over in the end. I can't even begin to say how many times I've been fucked over by someone who I thought was a friend, weather it be a close friend, a best friend. Having a best friend is something I cherish. Losing one is hard to let go, but in the end you have to and suck it up. Anyways, certain someone, who I thought was a close friend completely stops talking to me, and I learned that, that person started talking shit about me. Thanks. I spent a good few hours helping you with your problem with your gf, which you don't even deserve. I gave two shits about you and decided to do what I can. In the end what happens you think I talk shit about you? Really now. You're so fuckimg immature grow the fuck up. So that person ends up deleting me out of their life. One week later, you ims me and ask for help on a wii? Seriously that's really rude. No sorries no nothing. This statement isn't as bad as some of the others, but the seriously these are the kinds of people I hate, even if you're not my friend. It's normal for friends to fuck each other over though, so why am I complaining anyways.
I'm making this post public, maybe the people that I pointed out will recognize something, and it's not that I hate you, I just don't want to have anything to do with you. Thanks.
So I should be mean now right? And not give a shit anymore, but I care too much of my so called friends.
Friends that don't call me to hangout. It's not a big deal, but you should call and make an effort every now and then. If I don't feel theres an effort from you, I won't give it back. Although usually I always make the effort anyways, even though I shouldn't.
Friends that uses me to get somewhere. Believe or not, there have been a couple of people that calls me their friend, but don't treat me like one, then out of no where they decide to hangout with me and its cause I have someone they want to meet. Least they can do is talk to me, but no it doesn't happen. Pretty fucked up in my opinion.
Friends can't take me seriously. Yeah I joke around a lot. You know why? Its cause its fun to keep spirits high instead looking sad and lonely half the time, it's nice to make people laugh when they're sad. But really when I need to talk something serious, some people can't handle it, cause they think I'm just talking about random things or point out retarded bemani puns when its really not necessary.
Friends who out of no where calls me and ask me to hangout and go somewhere, where I know they just want it for the ride. So many times have this happened. People who I don't hear from calls me out of no where to hangout, and yeah I'm not going to lie sometimes I get really excited over it. Then I learned that I Was just a driver to them and nothing else. Once they got their license or gas money for someone else not me, they go off on their friend group, leaving me behind. Lovely is the best way to describe that.
Lastly.
Friends who fuck you over in the end. I can't even begin to say how many times I've been fucked over by someone who I thought was a friend, weather it be a close friend, a best friend. Having a best friend is something I cherish. Losing one is hard to let go, but in the end you have to and suck it up. Anyways, certain someone, who I thought was a close friend completely stops talking to me, and I learned that, that person started talking shit about me. Thanks. I spent a good few hours helping you with your problem with your gf, which you don't even deserve. I gave two shits about you and decided to do what I can. In the end what happens you think I talk shit about you? Really now. You're so fuckimg immature grow the fuck up. So that person ends up deleting me out of their life. One week later, you ims me and ask for help on a wii? Seriously that's really rude. No sorries no nothing. This statement isn't as bad as some of the others, but the seriously these are the kinds of people I hate, even if you're not my friend. It's normal for friends to fuck each other over though, so why am I complaining anyways.
I'm making this post public, maybe the people that I pointed out will recognize something, and it's not that I hate you, I just don't want to have anything to do with you. Thanks.