as the cookie crumbles...
things to do:
annotated bibliography
sources worksheet pgs3-6
movie review
humanities test review
humanities test
start humanities paper 5-6
start psych 101 paper 3-4
start psych 201 paper 6-8
psych 201 review
psych 201 test
fix FAFSA
loose weight/get in shape
figure out ride back into asheville
fight Phil about work schedule
pay parking ticket
get Nathan a birthday present
Read Article Psyc 201
mathematical analysis 201
get car fixed/get a new car
schedule next year's classes
financial outline-necessary schooling plan (unca ab-tech)
pay rent
pay utilities
buy ciggs
drink more water
move autum in/switch beds
rearrange livingroom
take malie to the vet/get malie better
buy doggie bed
eat lunch
kiss melissa- ((tell her my thought last night))
learn to deal with people i don't like
learn to like people i don't
FUCKING GET OUT AND HAVE SOME GOD DAMNED FUN
what if i am simply displeased with the process of living and the ideals of life? what if i simply do not like the way that life progresses or the things that are required for living?
what if this is as good as it gets?
i hate school.
i can't wait for the summer. i'm going to have too much fun.
i am setting a goal for myself. i want it to be in motion by this summer.
one part of that goal is to take things one day at a time.
the second part: to keep the friends worth keeping, to cut no one off((but)) to understand when it is time to let go, and, to make new and lasting friendships.
also. i am happy.
i have almost everything i need and want. i am on my own out in the big big world and doing ok. better than some, worse than some. i am me.
i am proud of who i am, who i love, and what i am striving to become.
that is all i can say for myself.
that i am trying.
i love life. i love melissa. and i love the friends i have.
i simply, am not done trying. not ready to accept that this is as good as it gets. and so. i'm not going to.
((things are better now than they were before. but the struggle is not over))
p.s> i'm getting a new tattoo
annotated bibliography
sources worksheet pgs3-6
movie review
humanities test review
humanities test
start humanities paper 5-6
start psych 101 paper 3-4
start psych 201 paper 6-8
psych 201 review
psych 201 test
fix FAFSA
loose weight/get in shape
figure out ride back into asheville
fight Phil about work schedule
pay parking ticket
get Nathan a birthday present
Read Article Psyc 201
mathematical analysis 201
get car fixed/get a new car
schedule next year's classes
financial outline-necessary schooling plan (unca ab-tech)
pay rent
pay utilities
buy ciggs
drink more water
move autum in/switch beds
rearrange livingroom
take malie to the vet/get malie better
buy doggie bed
eat lunch
kiss melissa- ((tell her my thought last night))
learn to deal with people i don't like
learn to like people i don't
FUCKING GET OUT AND HAVE SOME GOD DAMNED FUN
what if i am simply displeased with the process of living and the ideals of life? what if i simply do not like the way that life progresses or the things that are required for living?
what if this is as good as it gets?
i hate school.
i can't wait for the summer. i'm going to have too much fun.
i am setting a goal for myself. i want it to be in motion by this summer.
one part of that goal is to take things one day at a time.
the second part: to keep the friends worth keeping, to cut no one off((but)) to understand when it is time to let go, and, to make new and lasting friendships.
also. i am happy.
i have almost everything i need and want. i am on my own out in the big big world and doing ok. better than some, worse than some. i am me.
i am proud of who i am, who i love, and what i am striving to become.
that is all i can say for myself.
that i am trying.
i love life. i love melissa. and i love the friends i have.
i simply, am not done trying. not ready to accept that this is as good as it gets. and so. i'm not going to.
((things are better now than they were before. but the struggle is not over))
p.s> i'm getting a new tattoo