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however, any time i am in hayesville, even just for a short period of time, i get really depressed... right now, the stage of life i am in, with no place that is TOTALLY ... MY... home... it is really hektic and crazy to try to keep anyone 'with' you... even in the sense of friendship... hayesville is sad because... and so i am left feeling like i
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we used to be exactly alike didnt we...
but Ive finally gotten out of the cloud of thoughts
I found someone to put me in perspective and make me endlessly happy
you will find this too one day I promise
it may not be in a person but in whatever it may be
I know its hard, its always hard no matter what
but I promise one day the circling of thoughts and emotion will end
one day youll have enough to just be yourself
but until that day roll with the punches try to laugh more at the rediculousness of everything and everyone
I know we've both heard it a million times
but I just hope since its comming from me it might mean a little more
I hope
I would love nothing more than to come see you cause you know how much I love you and miss you but theres money
Im ganna come up as soon as I can and I hope you have enough time for me
and yeah
hayesville Im now realizing is the most rediculous fucking place with the most rediculous fucking people and itd do the world some good to burn the damn place to the ground I know how you feel about going back cause we arent like those nazis but in knowing that we're better and right will always prevail
stay in touch lovely
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my sanity is questionable, no doubt... and in this moment i feel a bit left sided...
you know that feeling when life is starting to slide off the deep end and you see that everything you love is about to fall into the black holes of your hatred.... no matter how much you push it down.
when it goes over the edge they findout just what a bitch you really can be.
well... thats where i am right this moment.
and i know you'd be here... standing on the other side of all of it... tipping things back the way they should be...
but your far away. and i just wanted you to know i miss you.
i love you alise
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