schizo... lover...
when things ended. i thought i would never recover.
but i love you so much more then i ever loved her... than i could then...
i worry that it will be the same with you.
i worry. and all i do is worry. and then worry more. and then stress. and then cry. and then hold you. and then it's ok. but only until we let go... and then i'm dying again.
i want you. and i need you. but mostly, i just love you. and when you truly love someone you understand that without them. even the greatest experiences just aren't as good. and even the happiest of moments just aren't that sweet...
but you don't feel that way... or do you.
i love you.
i can't wait until i have the money to get you your gift.
i can't wait to supprise you. i can't wait to slide it onto your finger...
i can't wait until the moment when i feel the payoff of my attempted faith... and i know you're holding me back.
i can't wait to say "i love you. and i know you love me."
but i will...
because you're worth every moment of the wait.
^_^ love me.
but i love you so much more then i ever loved her... than i could then...
i worry that it will be the same with you.
i worry. and all i do is worry. and then worry more. and then stress. and then cry. and then hold you. and then it's ok. but only until we let go... and then i'm dying again.
i want you. and i need you. but mostly, i just love you. and when you truly love someone you understand that without them. even the greatest experiences just aren't as good. and even the happiest of moments just aren't that sweet...
but you don't feel that way... or do you.
i love you.
i can't wait until i have the money to get you your gift.
i can't wait to supprise you. i can't wait to slide it onto your finger...
i can't wait until the moment when i feel the payoff of my attempted faith... and i know you're holding me back.
i can't wait to say "i love you. and i know you love me."
but i will...
because you're worth every moment of the wait.
^_^ love me.