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Nov 29, 2005 18:23

so i'm waiting for it to change ( Read more... )

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pizdoffprincess December 3 2005, 02:10:08 UTC
everyone is going to hug you and give you the attention you are vying for... but it's not what you want. I loved you, and I still wish we could have enough in common to hang out, because you were, at some point, a great person... but you are sinking in to a deep hole, and you are the only person who is capable of digging out. I can promise you that regardless of what people say, it doesnt get any easier.... unless you try your damnedest to make it that way ( ... )

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nun_whore December 3 2005, 22:23:49 UTC
hey ( ... )

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m00n_dust December 6 2005, 23:02:59 UTC
i only saw the FUCK YOU and then your name when i was scrolling and i was worried it was to me... **blushes**

anyway.

**hugs tightly** i love you. and i miss you. and, here lately in particular, i need you too.

hope to hear from you soon,
-Chris

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pizdoffprincess December 7 2005, 01:19:17 UTC
All I have to say to this, is that I was not talking to you; you don't know me. I was sharing MY opinion with CHRIS, not with you. I am not a "bad" person for trying to keep her out of the shit she may be messing with; the bad thing would be to encourage it. You calling me "ignorent" and mispelling it, proves that I am not the one who has an intelligence issue. I may be self-centered and a bitch, but I happen to hold my intelligence to a high-standard. I am aware that I dont understand what she is going through, but I know how she is treating people. I know what she has done to my newest family member. I know that she has been disrespectful, and generally inconsiderate of the fact that other people have feelnigs too. So, please Alise, do not butt in where you are not invited. I know that Chris can stand her own ground... she is strong enough to fight her own battles. (Even though I haven't claimed this as a battle ( ... )

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nun_whore December 7 2005, 05:23:14 UTC
Im only being a bitch over the internet and lowering myself to these standards because Christina deserves it ( ... )

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m00n_dust December 8 2005, 23:26:33 UTC
i don't want to battle.

i appologized to julia. she's a good person and i enjoy her a lot. i didn't mean to be inconsiderate...

you no longer consider me a friend...
if that's true perhaps alise has a point... why would one point out anothers faults if they do not like them? or consider them of value or a good person...
i think i got all of that out of your comments. you no longer think i'm a good person or value me as your friend.
this, and only this, makes me wonder the point of your comment.

*shrugs*
i think i'm a bad person too. i know i am. you know this.
all people ever have to do is tell me what they want from me... i'll adjust. that's all i know. i do it well. it is, perhaps, all that i do well. morph.

i'm sorry i hurt julia. it was not my intention.

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m00n_dust December 6 2005, 22:59:35 UTC
i think, for once, you're wrong. or, at least, inaccurate enough for me to feel unattached.
it's nice.

though i take your advice to heart, as you well know.

hope you're doing well, and that you're happy.

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pizdoffprincess December 7 2005, 01:21:24 UTC
I am glad to hear that you think I am wrong, because maybe it means that I read you wrong, that you are doing better than I have heard. Unattached? That is good, for you, i suppose. That is what you have wanted from me, right? Anyway. I hope you are doing well, and yeah...

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m00n_dust December 8 2005, 23:27:53 UTC
i thought, always, that was what you wanted me to want. and so, yes, over time it has become a goal of mine. but, as you well know, things are different now.

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