more to come?
Oh I still can't sleep at night ladies and gentlemen.
but I know I don't have the energy for a whole story.
So here is a quote:
"The story of our life, in the end is not our life, it is our story."
I think its Earnest Hemmingway
I dunno, Sounds like the bugger.
Either way I don't know why but its been helping me through this thing I'm going through.
Which doesn't have a name, or I don't have one for it.
I decided tonight that I'm going to have to travel. This is all wrong, what I've been doing, what I think and who I am. I'm suddenly possitive that I will have to see more of the world, fly to the other side to figure out who I am.
My grand mother used to tell me that everybody eventually wakes up one day and knows exactly what they are supposed to do. For her it was marry my grandfather before he left for WWII
I thought it was a nice idea but really unrealistic. Now I'm not so sure.
I think I just got a taste of it, not the real thing, but a glimpse. I saw something.
It all boils down to the fact that I need to do something that will scare me. The most realistic sane answer to that would be to go backpacking somewhere. Do the life experience thing. Step one: Money.
but I know I don't have the energy for a whole story.
So here is a quote:
"The story of our life, in the end is not our life, it is our story."
I think its Earnest Hemmingway
I dunno, Sounds like the bugger.
Either way I don't know why but its been helping me through this thing I'm going through.
Which doesn't have a name, or I don't have one for it.
I decided tonight that I'm going to have to travel. This is all wrong, what I've been doing, what I think and who I am. I'm suddenly possitive that I will have to see more of the world, fly to the other side to figure out who I am.
My grand mother used to tell me that everybody eventually wakes up one day and knows exactly what they are supposed to do. For her it was marry my grandfather before he left for WWII
I thought it was a nice idea but really unrealistic. Now I'm not so sure.
I think I just got a taste of it, not the real thing, but a glimpse. I saw something.
It all boils down to the fact that I need to do something that will scare me. The most realistic sane answer to that would be to go backpacking somewhere. Do the life experience thing. Step one: Money.