what a fuckin' coward

[lytamiss]

I imed this to debbie while she was in the shower...my shoulder to cry on.

Ltasoulinh: i called steph....
Ltasoulinh: he's about to move in with his gf
Ltasoulinh: which is fine
Ltasoulinh: i told him that he's missing out, but if that's his decision, then that's fine.

Ltasoulinh: hmmm...i know ur in the shower...but typing this makes me feel good
Ltasoulinh: he didnt want to be friends because he says we can't restrain ourselves. Lets face it, when it comes to Lyta...its not holds barred.
Ltasoulinh: but if he can't handle that, like Mark couldn't handle that...then both guys are not for me
Ltasoulinh: maybe i need to do more adventurous things to meet adventurous people
Ltasoulinh: he didn't even remember my age.
Ltasoulinh: I mean...what was I to him?
Ltasoulinh: I great date and a blowjob in chinatown?
Ltasoulinh: is he stupid?
Ltasoulinh: what a fuckin' coward
Ltasoulinh: was that all he saw
Ltasoulinh: god...i really loved him.
Ltasoulinh: then, I would have married him the moment i met him...honestly
Ltasoulinh: i'll be at happy d's tonite
Ltasoulinh: hopefully thomas will be there
Ltasoulinh: it could be my sis
Ltasoulinh: hope to see u there