Addictive personality
Dear Ms. Veronica Wheaton,
I am sorry I fell. I lost myself completely, and it's scary. When you lift me up at a time I needed, you taught me about relying on me. You taught me about how to discipline myself, you taught me about commitment. I got lost. I am sorry I fell.
I know I can do a lot better than I have lately, and I know I don't need Mark, I know I can be a stronger, better person, but I just got so tired of being so alone. I held on to Mark like an identity. I am HIS baby. I loved it so much. Now I'm back in my own world, and I forgot how intensely gravity pulls.
I know what I have to do, it's a lot, it's a LOT, it's just so much. I wondered why the heck did I fuck and piss away so much time. I am just as ignorant as when I started this bussiness.
I lost a best friend too. It makes me feel like I failed. Yes, I failed as a friend, and I can find a million excuses to why it happened, but reality is that I failed.
That's my fear in the long run. Failing.
I am sorry I fell. I lost myself completely, and it's scary. When you lift me up at a time I needed, you taught me about relying on me. You taught me about how to discipline myself, you taught me about commitment. I got lost. I am sorry I fell.
I know I can do a lot better than I have lately, and I know I don't need Mark, I know I can be a stronger, better person, but I just got so tired of being so alone. I held on to Mark like an identity. I am HIS baby. I loved it so much. Now I'm back in my own world, and I forgot how intensely gravity pulls.
I know what I have to do, it's a lot, it's a LOT, it's just so much. I wondered why the heck did I fuck and piss away so much time. I am just as ignorant as when I started this bussiness.
I lost a best friend too. It makes me feel like I failed. Yes, I failed as a friend, and I can find a million excuses to why it happened, but reality is that I failed.
That's my fear in the long run. Failing.