I'm Still Aliveee!!...
Wowww!!
it's been such a longgg time since I updated!!! I didn't forget about this but I have beeeeenn SOOO freaking busy lately!!...This past week was probably the busiest one I've ever had, or at least one of them. Monday I had shool, sports, pictures, then an away game...I have 7 outfits and 4 pairs of shoes I had to wear in just that one day. Tuesday I had school, did a paper, cheerleading, basketball, homework and it was already 10 by then. Wednesday I had NO PRACTICES!:d so I came home and caught up on some sleeep and did homework. Thursday I had schoool, came home and got ready and had to leave for my game that was at pontiac and didn't get home till 930 then had to shower and whatever. So friday there was no football games and Bailie was out of town and Rob asked me to do something but I really didnt want to do anything so I just stayed home and watched Million dollar baby and finally relaxed. Then saturday i had basketball at 830, confirmation practice, came home and was watching tv for like 10 minutes and Shana n kels came by so i went to the football games with them then the movies. And then today I went to foxvalley to get a confirmation dress only I didnt get a confirmation dressssss, oh well!:D
okay so my life is boring and that is probably NOT WORTH READING...but if your reading this you probably already did so whateverrrr!! I'm prettty sure were 0-4 in basketball!:/...which isnt much change from usual, but we have two home games this week which we haven't had in a while and tomorrow is marseilles and we've beat them all 3 other years so hopefully we will agian and pick up a win, and thursday we play wallace, which is probably just like a lost cause....but whatever, have to have CONFIDENCE!
I'm really excited for this weekend becuaseee its a 5 day weekenddd!!! friday, saturday, sunday, monday, and tuesdaaayyy!!wooohoooo....Friday mhs homecoming parade && game!:D...then saturday my dad is getting married so i gotta go to that for a whileeee, then hopefully watching the girls get pictures...umm sunday idk...monday i have a game, and tuesday idk...okay whatever thats too far away
So i know i complained for liek ever last year about not going to high schoool and for a while this year everyones like hows schooool and im like I HATE IT!!!....well Ive totally changed my mind like I seriously loveeee it!!....there's no drama in my life, except for a while with the whole Mari Rob thing but shes in high schoool and can get over it. Like school I just dont care, I barely even get like totally dressed up, and I dont even like think before i say something like "would that be cool, should I?" like im not like that and its starting to make me like that with other people too...if you dont like me fine get over it why should I change....like recess I just walk around like talking to the boys when theyre playing football and like jump on their backs and crap...like the other day when we played the only way they could score was if i was on their back and it was just so stupid but hillarious and like friday me && rob had piggyback races with bryan and clarisse...like I know people reading this r probably like "ohhh your cool" but like I'd totally rather do that then standing in a circle talking about the way someone dresses or how they looked at someone wrong, like everything is just total CaRe-Freeee!!! Like Clarisse walked up to me the other day and was like Blaze( a little 6th grade boy) said you were such a flirt, I'm like okay coool?...like about Mari dumping Rob cuz i stole him and always flirted with him....what she doesn't understand is 1. im just like that with everyone its how I am, even the other boys in my class who are queers I still act like that but plus Rob's my best friend so I talk to him even more but whatever, I don't care I'm not in high schoool and I'm not getting caught up with that dramaa!
So i was thinking...and I've always been the one to be like im so glad im a girl, being a boy would suck...and im not changing that but like sometimes i do think itd be better i mean like the boys at their football games when their done like walk off the field all sweaty and muddy and like we'll be sitting there and be like "holyy crap hes freaaaaakinggg hott!!!!!" like the more they dont try the hotter they look its almost like. and I hate how girls are soooo mean! like im saying all girls even i do it, but its like if you see someone walk by that you dont even know that could be the sweetest person and theyre like killer hott and dressed up and talking to a boy you know/like....then you dont like that girl, and like how you can find people going on for like 10 minutes on why they dont like someone when they havent said ONE word to them in their life. and like even your friends, one of my really good friends from last year was talking to someone who treated her like crap this year about me....but guys are just like ehh whateverrr
ughhh...so I havent had a boyfriend in a whileeee...and right now Im really confused on what i want to do cuz i know im always like "i want a bf" but like I really dont know if i do, cuz right now I could go out with *someone* if i wanted to, and its like I do but when I think about it I dont know if i want to give all my attention to one person, not be able to flirt with anyone but him and yanooo ....but at the same time I wanna be in a killer good relationship, Idk its like theres no in between I wanna either fall in love or be singleee...and im not quite sure what I want to do!:/
Alright I'm done my lifeee is so uninteresting sorry for wasting 5 minutes of your life!:D lol
P.S. Is the frog in my mood smiley humping that monkey?! lmao
it's been such a longgg time since I updated!!! I didn't forget about this but I have beeeeenn SOOO freaking busy lately!!...This past week was probably the busiest one I've ever had, or at least one of them. Monday I had shool, sports, pictures, then an away game...I have 7 outfits and 4 pairs of shoes I had to wear in just that one day. Tuesday I had school, did a paper, cheerleading, basketball, homework and it was already 10 by then. Wednesday I had NO PRACTICES!:d so I came home and caught up on some sleeep and did homework. Thursday I had schoool, came home and got ready and had to leave for my game that was at pontiac and didn't get home till 930 then had to shower and whatever. So friday there was no football games and Bailie was out of town and Rob asked me to do something but I really didnt want to do anything so I just stayed home and watched Million dollar baby and finally relaxed. Then saturday i had basketball at 830, confirmation practice, came home and was watching tv for like 10 minutes and Shana n kels came by so i went to the football games with them then the movies. And then today I went to foxvalley to get a confirmation dress only I didnt get a confirmation dressssss, oh well!:D
okay so my life is boring and that is probably NOT WORTH READING...but if your reading this you probably already did so whateverrrr!! I'm prettty sure were 0-4 in basketball!:/...which isnt much change from usual, but we have two home games this week which we haven't had in a while and tomorrow is marseilles and we've beat them all 3 other years so hopefully we will agian and pick up a win, and thursday we play wallace, which is probably just like a lost cause....but whatever, have to have CONFIDENCE!
I'm really excited for this weekend becuaseee its a 5 day weekenddd!!! friday, saturday, sunday, monday, and tuesdaaayyy!!wooohoooo....Friday mhs homecoming parade && game!:D...then saturday my dad is getting married so i gotta go to that for a whileeee, then hopefully watching the girls get pictures...umm sunday idk...monday i have a game, and tuesday idk...okay whatever thats too far away
So i know i complained for liek ever last year about not going to high schoool and for a while this year everyones like hows schooool and im like I HATE IT!!!....well Ive totally changed my mind like I seriously loveeee it!!....there's no drama in my life, except for a while with the whole Mari Rob thing but shes in high schoool and can get over it. Like school I just dont care, I barely even get like totally dressed up, and I dont even like think before i say something like "would that be cool, should I?" like im not like that and its starting to make me like that with other people too...if you dont like me fine get over it why should I change....like recess I just walk around like talking to the boys when theyre playing football and like jump on their backs and crap...like the other day when we played the only way they could score was if i was on their back and it was just so stupid but hillarious and like friday me && rob had piggyback races with bryan and clarisse...like I know people reading this r probably like "ohhh your cool" but like I'd totally rather do that then standing in a circle talking about the way someone dresses or how they looked at someone wrong, like everything is just total CaRe-Freeee!!! Like Clarisse walked up to me the other day and was like Blaze( a little 6th grade boy) said you were such a flirt, I'm like okay coool?...like about Mari dumping Rob cuz i stole him and always flirted with him....what she doesn't understand is 1. im just like that with everyone its how I am, even the other boys in my class who are queers I still act like that but plus Rob's my best friend so I talk to him even more but whatever, I don't care I'm not in high schoool and I'm not getting caught up with that dramaa!
So i was thinking...and I've always been the one to be like im so glad im a girl, being a boy would suck...and im not changing that but like sometimes i do think itd be better i mean like the boys at their football games when their done like walk off the field all sweaty and muddy and like we'll be sitting there and be like "holyy crap hes freaaaaakinggg hott!!!!!" like the more they dont try the hotter they look its almost like. and I hate how girls are soooo mean! like im saying all girls even i do it, but its like if you see someone walk by that you dont even know that could be the sweetest person and theyre like killer hott and dressed up and talking to a boy you know/like....then you dont like that girl, and like how you can find people going on for like 10 minutes on why they dont like someone when they havent said ONE word to them in their life. and like even your friends, one of my really good friends from last year was talking to someone who treated her like crap this year about me....but guys are just like ehh whateverrr
ughhh...so I havent had a boyfriend in a whileeee...and right now Im really confused on what i want to do cuz i know im always like "i want a bf" but like I really dont know if i do, cuz right now I could go out with *someone* if i wanted to, and its like I do but when I think about it I dont know if i want to give all my attention to one person, not be able to flirt with anyone but him and yanooo ....but at the same time I wanna be in a killer good relationship, Idk its like theres no in between I wanna either fall in love or be singleee...and im not quite sure what I want to do!:/
Alright I'm done my lifeee is so uninteresting sorry for wasting 5 minutes of your life!:D lol
P.S. Is the frog in my mood smiley humping that monkey?! lmao