been a long long time since i have written in here ... im alive... tho not very happy... fuck it life goes on.... well maybe i will try to actually update this every once in a long while .... so much has happened since i last wrote i dont even know where to begain... no more jenn...or appartment...lots of sex with random people... miscarried kid... ( Read more... )

its pretty late now im suppose to be at work,but i got sent home because we got held up....only a few people were in the store my manager a costmer and me...a guy strung out on crack came in with a 12 guage shot gun screaming give me the fucking money...fired the gun and cocked it again... he was fucking crazy i thank God im alive....i dont really ( Read more... )

so today was chads birthday...i woke up waited for jenn to get home from work then kaz jenn and i went to chads moms to see chad...we ate a good meal...and chad liked the present from jenn and i...so that was cool...after leaving there we all went to chads dads house and chilled...jenn went home with sara and me and chad stayed their with his ( Read more... )

BURY YOUR FUCKING DEAD!!!!

Wow! I really need to keep up on this thing. Not much is new. I've done a few exciting things, but nothing major. I have a job interview tomorrow, I started playing with turn tables again, Kaz gave me an awesome set-up and a few vinyls to scratch with, took a road trip with my brother to Chicago. I spent a weekend up north with Jenn, Chad, and ( Read more... )

i cant stand the world today ( Read more... )

today was not a good day!!! it started off by me waking up at 5:30 am for work...i got out to my car to relize the tire was completly flat...so i went to work, worked my ass off and finally it was time to go home... i figured ide visit my family since they were only down the street...i got there and my brother wanted me to go to the dump with him ( Read more... )

grow up???? chill the fuck out???? the last time i checked it was mature to write whats bothering you in your fucking journal!!!! instead of argueing and all the other nonsence...so all i have to say about that is its my fucking journal if its going to piss you off dont fucking read it!!!simple really!!! this is my outlet for everything i think and ( Read more... )

so its been along time since ive written in my journal...my birth-day was a few days ago...it turned out to be a good day....i got a guitar and lots of other nice gifts...my favorite was a card i got from jenn...i love her...i got sick at work again...so i went to the docter...lots of money outa my pocket...i got a few percriptions for vomiting... ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say i love everyone of my friends ( Read more... )