Dear Chaz,

[lyricaldirector]

Well I'm crying pretty hard right now just like i did this morning.  I went into my roommates room after my moms came and took most of my shit home.  I cuddled up next to him, told him I'd miss him and started crying.  College was so many things.  I made and lost almost an equal amount of friends in Tucson.  I don't know if I've ever felt a bond me and another male as I feel that Chaz and I have. Perhaps I'm just in a delicate state because of all the moving and changing that's occuring in my life.  But I don't think that's it.  Chaz... You're so fucking weird!! College was weird.  You've somehow managed to make me laugh in ways that no one really ever has.  You are such an awesome person and the fact that I can't do the following things with you on a regular basis is really hitting me very hard right now:
-throw eggs out of a moving vehicle just to hear the noise they make when they hit the ground
-open the door to your room when you're asleep just to see the face you make when someone wakes you up   O_O is the only way i can describe it
-openning your door in the morning only to find out that it knocked you over from your kneeling fetal position that you fell asleep in so that you wouldn't sleep through your test
-Mormons/barns/horses
-knowing what each other is thinking and being able to communicate pages of information in a single look
-watching you put your shoes on in order to enhance your HL2 performance
-making fun of the ugly women you and I both hooked up with, desperate times call for desperate measures right? haha Land Beasts ftl
-guessing how many teeth the 31 flavors/dunkin donuts workers would be missing at 3am
-"GOT EM"
-"Boom headshot"
-all racial slurs
-Avenue Q
-that "OooH" or "OH SHIAT" sound we make when something random happens
-everything else

Thanks Chaz.  You will always have a special place in my heart and a roof over your head in Los Angeles or wherever life takes me.

I'll miss you,
Roc

~ PRINCETON:
Why does everything have to be so hard?

GARY COLEMAN:
Maybe you'll never find your purpose.

CHRISTMAS EVE:
Lots of people don't.

PRINCETON:
But then- I don't know why I'm even alive!

KATE MONSTER:
Well, who does, really?
Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied.

BRIAN:
Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.

GARY COLEMAN:
Take a breath,
Look around,

BRIAN:
Swallow your pride,

KATE MONSTER:
FOr now...

BRIAN, KATE, GARY, CHRISTMAS EVE:
For now...

NICKY:
Nothing lasts,

ROD:
Life goes on,

NICKY:
Full of surprises.

ROD:
You'll be faced with problems of all shapes and sizes.

CHRISTMAS EVE:
You're going to have to make a few compromises...
For now...

TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...

ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!

LUCY:
For now we're healthy.

BRIAN:
For now we're employed.

BAD IDEA BEARS:
For now we're happy...

KATE MONSTER:
If not overjoyed.

PRINCETON:
And we'll accept the things we cannot avoid, for now...

GARY COLEMAN:
For now...

TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...

KATE MONSTER:
For now...

ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!

Only for now!
(For now there's life!)
Only for now!
(For now there's love!)
Only for now!
(For now there's work!)
For now there's happiness!
But only for now!
(For now discomfort!)
Only for now!
(For now there's friendship!)
Only for now (For now!)
Only for now!

Only for now! (Sex!)
Is only for now! (Your hair!)
Is only for now! (George Bush!)
Is only for now!

Don't stress,
Relax,
Let life roll off your backs
Except for death and paying taxes,
Everything in life is only for now!

NICKY:
Each time you smile...

ALL:
...Only for now

KATE MONSTER:
It'll only last a while.

ALL:
...Only for now

PRINCETON:
Life may be scary...

ALL:
...Only for now
But it's only temporary

Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba dum ba-dum
Ba-da da da da
ba-da da-da da da-da
Ba-dum ba-da, ba-dum ba-da
ohhhh-

PRINCETON:
Everything in life is only for now.~