happiness...... is my own bed :)
i scratched the part about going to lake havasu with elina in my last entry, because we never go to go. i was supposed to go with her & her family, but something came up. & of course, they tell me right at the last minute... when i was all excited & packed & ready. gods, this always happens to me. but i reckon it was meant to be, since this morning, i woke up & i felt like shit. i looked myself in the mirror, & i didn't see me.. i saw a monster. my hair was all curly/all over the place. my eyes were red & puffy. mum came in & saw me staring at myself in the mirror.. "honey, what's wrong? you look upset?" she says. um, mum.. are you blind? look at me. i look like a complete monster.. i think to myself. as if she were reading my thoughts, she walked over and puts her hand on my forehead & told me that i have a temperature. & when i heard my voice, it sounded all dried up & crackly. so, adding that all up.. a doctor doesn't even need to tell me this, cause, i know for a fact that i have the flu, & if not the flu, then just an awful cold. my mum made me some soup & when i was done eating i went back to sleep. as soon as i woke up that's when i begin to write this entry. 3:30, waking up... me? that's unusual. i'm usually an early bird. but not today.. i guess that happens when you're sick.