no shit...
They're everywhere. I don't know why they have chosen me. But they have selected me for some reason. I don't know how to talk about this experience anymore. I am no more equipt than any of you are. I can not see them. But I can feel them. They're everywhere. My body senses them all the time. The only way I can describe it is like a magnetic suction with a slight drop in temperature. Yes, that part lines up with the myths. They are cold. But that is all. I have no way of identifying these beings in a visual sense. I thought time would reveal an answer or garner a strength to ward them off ,but nothing. Even after a year. I can handle it when I am at home in my bed when they come slithering up my legs and cause me back pain. But it's another thing when I am sitting at a computer trying to write a paper and one goes after my bearclaw on my chest causing my heart to painfully beat under it's invisible strain. They nearly killed me once. They can't do that now. But I am left wonder what the fuck they still want from me. It is so fucking surreal and I really don't know how to deal with it on days like this. Most people go there whole lives pondering or even chasing the proof of this kind of existence. It's my day in, day out. Just me and them. I won't even pretend like anyone could even fathom or understand this but I just needed to say just how fucking overwhelming it can get.