(no subject)
I wonder when exactly summer started becoming something to be feared.
It's over - school, I mean - and all I can think of is how every summer as long as I can remember has been nothing but a mess of lonely moments all tied together by a season. School forces me next to people in a crowd, and I have to interact with them in order to stay sane. It's easier in school to keep my mind and social scene together. And then, when school ends, we all swear to see each other every week, spend all sorts of days doing all sorts of fun things.
I get a job. I have some pseudo-pals there. And yet?
Damn, I hate summer. Here we go again, bring on the depression.
In other news, I freaking love Matt & Kim.
It's over - school, I mean - and all I can think of is how every summer as long as I can remember has been nothing but a mess of lonely moments all tied together by a season. School forces me next to people in a crowd, and I have to interact with them in order to stay sane. It's easier in school to keep my mind and social scene together. And then, when school ends, we all swear to see each other every week, spend all sorts of days doing all sorts of fun things.
I get a job. I have some pseudo-pals there. And yet?
Damn, I hate summer. Here we go again, bring on the depression.
In other news, I freaking love Matt & Kim.