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WHY do you have to be 16 years my senior? I'm am so ridiculously attracted to you. I've also had a glass...or two of wine after work today. Seriously though, what the fuck? You have to flirt with me too? I realize you're in the middle of a separation and all you probably want is sex, but, I just wish you knew how fucking perfect you were. ARE.
I can't stop thinking about you. I haven't felt this pathetically hopelessly romantic in quite some time. It just sucks that there are only a few days of class left and I'll probably never see you again, nor will anything ever come of this. why do things like this happen? I don't want to be a homewrecker! Guess I'll just stick to the routine douchebag immature 20-something year-olds. AHH. fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
Anyway, passed the college exam for my EMT-Intermediate with a 90.3. Currently finishing up state practicals then the state exam on the 19th. If I fail I'll probably kill myself out of shame. I want this more than I want my lab instructor.
I can't stop thinking about you. I haven't felt this pathetically hopelessly romantic in quite some time. It just sucks that there are only a few days of class left and I'll probably never see you again, nor will anything ever come of this. why do things like this happen? I don't want to be a homewrecker! Guess I'll just stick to the routine douchebag immature 20-something year-olds. AHH. fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
Anyway, passed the college exam for my EMT-Intermediate with a 90.3. Currently finishing up state practicals then the state exam on the 19th. If I fail I'll probably kill myself out of shame. I want this more than I want my lab instructor.