what a friday night...

[lynx17]

umm sooo yeaaa. What a night. I really wanted to see Nate tonight. We made plans to see each other. So here's the night. I was talking to him, so we made plans to sneak out. He had to be tired, up since 7 then a LaX game. Well at midnight we snuck out of our houses, (man I wish I drove), and were going to meet half way, well McQuade. He gets there, seroisly, in 20 mintutes. He rode his bike. I took my bike too, but it broke and i had to leave it on Waterstreet. Anyway he gets there so fast, and I'm not even at Christina's house. I was like dyeing when he called besides. I was dyyeeinnngg. I haven't did any kind of excersie other then walking from math class to global class, since, wow, Oct, end of Oct. End of volleyball. So just walking up my hill was a killer. PLus I was dragging a bike. It was all uphill on the way there. But afterwards, going home, after I picked back up my bike was a lot easier. So I almost get to McQuade, and Cory Z pulls onto the street, and into his drive way, and all i hear is Nattee really loud, from his loud drunkin' voice. I was like ohh boy. PLus there was like a few other people with him. Yea party on a country road. wow. Well we walked and sat down on grass. I brought a blanket. Ain't I smart? I like kissing him. I really like kissing him. But I bet if I wasn't so damn tired I would have jumped up him when I finally made it. I liked seeing him. On the way home I stopped at christinas. It was like 2. I saw nick leave, so i went to her window. I was like *knock knock* chistina. She was so high. I got home at like 230. I wasn't out for too long. I feel bad for Nate because he has to wake up wicked early for practice, and then go to a concert all day. He'll be beat. Besides walking like 5miles tonight, looking horrible, and it being cold out. I think it was worth it to see him. I really wanted to show him I like him and care enough to sneak out to see him. He showed me that too. He must care a lot too. I really want this relationship to work out really well. I think it might. I have high hopes. If I get over myself, and quit being shy with guys. I need to not care and be out going and loud and a whore with my boyfriend. Yea thats it a whore. ahah. He'll love that. wow I bet people ar thinking, omg kelsey has a boyfriend, what what!?...yea i think I'm still in shock that someone likes me. thats a change. I think he's actaully seen me at my worse already, like physically wise. And he still calls me and he still asked me out. I mean one day I went to his house after working with my mom with no makeup on, the tired days at school with my hair up and huge bags under my eyes, going to one of his LaX games in the freezing cold, with my hair back, and looking horrible. Thats got to mean something.

Well I'm tired. I just choffed on my cracker. I'm eating crackers. Theyre good. But I feel like I'm going to throw up. Exciseing a lot makes my head hurt really bad. So It's like killing me right now. That's why I don't excersice. It's a killer. Well it's 4 o clock, and well into april 30th...So its offically 12 DAYS TO MY SWEET 16! AHH! I'm so excited. My birthday is best day of...ever!