spring is here :)

Apr 14, 2004 13:38

It is very nice out today. The sky is just that color blue that I love so much. It puts me in a rather good mood. :)

Things have been going along rather well lately. Thankfully... I have yet to get into those last two classes that I need but I'm still trying. I'm so hoping that one day I'll just be able to get in (I'm trying to register everyday lol), however, that does seem kind of farfetched knowing this school's system for scheduling. But I still have hope that I'll at least be able to bump in.

I have become very very addicted to this online game called RuneScape. I can't seem to stop playing it! My homework has even come to a screeching halt and I was doing so well on keeping up with it! It's almost the end of the semester so I'm started to get antsy about school and I want to be done with it now. Of course I also have summer classes so it's going to be awhile before I'm done...

Speaking of summer classes I realized last night how horrible it's going to be to be up here for my birthday. Since my birthday is in the summer I am always with my family and at home on my birthday. We get to have fun too, like go to the beach, go camping or go to a park. And whenever we take family vacations it's usually during my birthday too... now I have school. It's not going to be fun. My birthday is on a Tuesday so I'll have class too. I am going to be very homesick in the summer. I'm going to miss home a lot. Last night I had a rather depressing dream about it too. I'm not usually at home during the year anyway but my summer breaks are always times I really look forward to. I miss my family... How in the world am I going to be able to make it when I leave the country for a few years???? I think the reason this is so hard is because I don't really see an end in sight... this staying away from home is becoming more and more permanent and it's starting to become more real to me I suppose. I don't even want to stay in Michigan once I am out in the job market. But I want my whole family to come with me. lol am I selfish or what? I just wonder how I'm going to be able to make it without my family around is all... I'm sure I'll be ok but I think I'll give in somewhere down the road and move back to where I have close family. If everyone would just move out to Colorado where my aunt lives that would be great! My brother's almost-fiancé's mom lives out there with her family and they are thinking about moving out there... and my grandpa may move out there too since it's his only daughter... we'd still have my mom's family that was here in MI, but I already have one aunt and uncle in FL with their sons (which is where my sister wants to live...) and then one other aunt that travels all the time. I have a small family and I just wish we could pick a place to stay lol. Either FL or CO. I'd rather it be CO but I'm thinking we just should at least leave MI.

Alright, enough ranting and back to the homework I am ignoring...
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