LONG TIME NO WRITE
GUESS I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY AS ANYONE WOULD NOTICE, ENOUGH TO SUGGEST THAT THERE'S BEEN A LOT GOING ON IN MY LIFE, BUT NOT REALLY, JUST WORK AND SCHOOL AND FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND AND FAMILY AND GOD. LIFE'S HECTIC AND STRESSFUL, BUT I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE SUMMER. YESTERDAY I LOOKED AT NATHAN'S SISTER'S PROFILE ON MYSPACE. I SWEAR I'D DO ANYTHING TO KNOW EVEN A DETAIL OF WHAT SHE THINKS, ONLY BECUZ SHE'S HIS SIS. BUT I GET THIS VERY STRONG VIBE THAT SHE HATES ME. IDK WHAT TO DO, I DON'T THINK THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO. I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A PROTECTIVE SISTER, BUT STILL, GUESS I'VE MATURED ENOUGH AND FOUND THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH IT REALLY. IDK. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING TO SEE NATHAN AND BILL SOON, I REALLY WANT TO DRIVE TO MONTEREY TO SEE THEM ON THE WEEKENDS, BUT IF LIFE WERE AN 8BAL IT WOULD SAY'OUTLOOK NOT GOOD'. GUESS I'M JUST OUTTA LUCK, I'LL LEAVE IT IN THE HANDS OF THE LORD, ALWAYS THE BEST IDEA, WELL, I'VE TYPED ENOUGH AND IT'S NOT LIKE ANYONE EVER READS THIS ANYWAYS, SO I'M GONNA GO NOW, I'LL WRITE WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT, LOVE LYNETTE